End but not The Last

[Talk with Zulfiqar] I'm still suffering overactive bladder. The medicine cost 200K IDR/week but that's not main problem. The problem is my father don't want spend money for medicine cuz his younger brother's is unemployment. He really fucking lazy guy. Having overactive bladder make me cannot listen to music. So i cannot write this novel comfortably. Music is one of the best media for me. I will not write this novel until my "suffering" is over. Meanwhile i must got degree ASAP so i can get job, buy my own medicine, and write this novel again. Maybe for 2 years.